Devon &Epic Win.

It took way too much for you to wake up. It took way too much for you to care. It took way too much for you to realize anything. And a year from now, you will be right back where you started. And that makes me sick.

So excited! The video was badass, comic-book and completely 100% My Chem. I’m pumped for this album, because I think it will be exactly what is needed for the fans who are still around. They’ve said that it’s the album to divide fans, and I think after Parade, it’s definitely needed.

So the plan today is to make Killjoys costumes (because Liv and I are so totally pumped because of the video) and have some really sweet pictures. Look out for them, we’re pretty excited. Let the new era begin!

I will not take you as the last time, not the first, not the only not the many. This will not be me defeated or victorious. But his will be the very last time I will let it get to me. It will be the last time I let the lies happen. It will be the last time I will let myself trust. I have no glory, but you have all the shame. So who really wins? Not me. Not at all.

I want to write you off, write you down, take you with me and forget you altogether. I want to burn you out and fuck you up. I want to know why you look at me with those eyes and why I feel the need to lock them back. I want to hate every single place you haven’t been, and everywhere you have as well. I want to take that grin and show it off, only to destroy everything it becomes. I want to rip you up and toss you away like a useless little scrap, and hold you up high like a prize. Can’t you see we don’t need any sort of happy ending? Sometimes we just end, and sometimes we’re just happy. What more could you want out of this twisted little trap? The only times I’ve bothered to care about are the ones in which I break this silence, and the ones in which the apathy creeps in once again.